Tales of a broken heart..

Unable to stay, unwilling to leave...

Too difficult to face, too much to grieve

Was misunderstood, was taken for granted

Still feel the pain, long after we parted

Made the wrong choices, selected the wrong cards

The heart got broken, left behind piercing shards

Cared too much, expected even more

Dreams got washed by sea of tears, didn’t know this was in store

Thought you were different, thought you understood

Will do the things that a pure heart should

But were you true, were you just mine?

Was I the only thing on your mind all this time?

Was I right in trusting you with so much?

Or am I to be blamed for a situation so bad as such?

It was just another story, another guy and girl

But unlike other stories, it was too complicated to even try and unfurl

When we ended it, we thought it was for good

It is something that must be done, something we should

Thought it was a new beginning, a new chance

Will be OK, will get out of the trance

But never knew your presence around will make it more difficult

Your happy face would be the thing that would hurt

Thought you would miss me, thought I was irreplaceable

But who knew you can do this, you were capable

But they say, life goes on, it never ends

So I will be right here, watching its trends

Trying to be happy, smile to everyone I meet

Face the cold, happily face the heat.

That was: Special Bond of friendship

Our friendship was so sweet and pure,

Those beautiful moments we’ve spent together were so defined, so sure.

I used to be your mate, your responsibility,

There was pure care, no pretence or pity.

Whenever I used to look in those deep eyes of yours,

I could see them filled with concern for me, away from all lures.

I felt free to cry my heart out in your presence and act like a stupid kid,

As you always wiped my tears like a loving parent did.

You made me laugh so many times that I could not help but smile,

Oblivious to the hidden concern that was in your mind all this while

You used to worry what will happen if you say this or you said that,

 Will I stop smiling and cry for the whole next night.

I never saw what was coming and continued with my trivial talks,

Laughing with you at one moment and in the very next, talking to you as if throwing rocks

I did all this because I was confident that you’ll never go,

 Little did I knew, you were getting hurt, but never let it show.

I was a short tempered kid, always throwing tantrums,

But thought you accepted me and can never shunt me and run

Just when I realized that things are not going all well and started to change for my mate,

It was too late; I realized your care for me had turned into hate

Today I sit sad in my room and remember all those happy moments I had spent with you my friend,

Wanting things to get back how they used to be which are now beyond mend.