Life as we know it

Life as we know it,
It's much different than we show it.
We say,we don't want that,we want this,
But do we really have a choice, will we ever get that bliss.

Living each day like an endless cycle, hour after hour,
Hoping for that one day we say, this is what I was waiting for.
Sucked into this hopeless, endless feeling of doom,
It's just me fighting this battle, me, all alone in this room.

The pain creeps up on me, slowly, viciously, nothing has ever helped,
Shackling me up, my body, my mind, my soul trapped.

Feeling trapped, feeling suffocated, need to get out,
I need a solution, no idea of how, when, what.

I'm expected to be very strong,
Live each day, smile, being sad is wrong.
Fine! I will take up this challenge called life, with a heavy heart though,
It's my life, only I have to fight, so...
I will fight this battle, wait for something to change,
Someday, I will get my sunshine, enough of this rain.