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Saturday, September 18, 2010

Confusion and Regret:Is that what trusting someone leads to?

This is turning out to be harder than I thought,
It’s the testing of every ounce of patience I’ve got
No matter how much I try to be normal,
It feels to be pitied at, his being so formal.

It hurts me to see the very look on his face now,
I just don’t want to relate to him, don’t wanna know his who, when or how
Past is the phase when I suffered because of his indifference act,
Now it makes me angry, difficult not to react.

One wonders why such a situation has arisen,
She doesn’t speak, he doesn’t listen.
But no one knows the truth but him,
If there’s something buried deep down or just an act of whim.

His words, his attitude are beyond my recognition,
What wrong did I do to him to deserve such a condition?
No true friend would ever do something like this,
Act so rude, distant and insulting; I’m doubtful that I’ll be the one he’ll ever miss.

If he wanted new friends, if he wanted some space,
He could have asked me, said that on my face.
But no, it’s not in his character,
To explain what he’s doing, to think about his behavior.

Well now I’ll let him be whatever he wants, let him do all wrong,
I won’t react, I have to be strong.

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